“Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity!”
Psalm 133:1 ASV
Yesterday in church, I came to realize that the way I have done things in my life is contrary to God’s desire for us to live in community with each other. Seriously, my belief (first problem) has been that you do me wrong you know longer exist and we are done (second problem). Well, when I really think about this how does this type of attitude in measure to up with God’s plan. TRUTH: It does not!! God is love and anything less is not like him.
REACTION: Sick to my stomach.
This is something that my family and closest friends will say I needed a long time ago. Yeah, Yeah I know how I can be but they have to admit things are better. 🙂 (Thank God for grace)Why am I like this, cannot really say for sure. I could care less about what those who do not know me think. They can just keep on trucking down the road. However, for those who have been brought into my heart and treated like family to hurt me that is a different story. the little things I have pushed under the rug or just let go down the drain like soap water. So when they finally hit the wrong nerve I am done right then and there. Most would see this as extreme but I have no time to sit around and wait for it to happen again. Been there to many times and the cycle just continues. So I removed them from my circle of being.
Well Sunday’s message just beat up on me about this. I know it may not have been the nicest thing to do but when it was pointed out that this was not God like behavior I cringed. Logically, my way of handling those who did me wrong by excluding them was not God like nor did it show others God’s love through me. So here we go again time to make some serious changes.
I will never be perfect but I would like for those you meet to know they are loved and for my life to show God’s love to them. So my PRIDE must take a backseat (more like packed away in the car trunk) to God’s desires. This is going to be hard for me to do. Should you see me walking in pain or stress on my face, just realize God pointed out something else that I have to change. He knows I HATE CHANGE. The STATUS QUO works just fine for me but not for him. He knows I am screaming.
Lesson: God desires for us to live in community with each other and that is only accomplished by our interacting with each other. Issues will arise but put your big girl/boy pants on and suck it up, solve it and continue to live in community with those around you.
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